again & again, why??

hello people.
im still hoping that i cn join d hi tea wt them, myfrends at rizqun ds aftrnn.
i hv been craving for the lekor & d bubur since last nite.
urgh.
bt things come up today, so i think i cnt join them. =(.
guys, i miss you all. really.
maybe next tym.

to mr. khairul anwar, our "ketto",
happy belated bday to you. (-.-)
sory lmbt, bru ku tpost krul. huhu.

to mem, happy bday to you too darl.
may happiness is all yours, amin.
just text me a whenever u free,ok.

you texted me last mon!!!
thanxs darling for making me smile again.
let me tell u smething, smetime u cn be that sweet bh. keke.

well i guess i'm done here.
al-fatihah.

tell me why.

i'm missing the old you.
yes the old you.
why are you changing?
will i get the old you back?

2nd march 2009 : tieya's birthdayy.

hello beautiful people.

so here i am for new updates, hehe.

as we planned, my friends, eman, wani , the birthdayy girl - tieya & i went out after being "kana kurung" for a week plus

- we joined this bcta programme for fasa II & III.

eman picked us up at around 12.15pm, then went straight to Melabau to check the timetable for the class then off to gadong.

* sorry wani to keep you waiting.

and so, went straight to Mall Cineplex to check movie apa ada,

seems that nothing really impress us in a way.

so we went to foodcourt sja, kan makan,

but by that time, we felt a bit dissappointed.

as tieya & wani haven't got the chance to watch Pink Panther,

so we decided to just watch that movie. bought the ticket,

we were late for around 10minutes maybe, but i don't think it was useless as there were lots of advertisement shown before the movie started and....

i've watched it before with my lunglung, keke.

then we went jalan-jalan saja.

we accidentally met khairun & zatil. hehe.

macam sorang-sorang kan t jumpa.

then, as not planned, HAHA, we went to Rizqun for hi tea - celebrating Tieya's birthdayy.

it was kinda a surprise for her.

*mind you, it wasn't in plan.

eman bought a cake there & asked them - the waitress to sing a birthdayy song for tieya.

and they did, just before we finish eating.

tieya blushing brabis.

she keep on saying "malu ku eh" - as usual. HAHA.

* qilah & azmi were there too celebrating tieya's birthdayy.

the food was again " the boom! ".

no regret. && we were full. huhu.

i'm loving the lekor & the tea tarik like brabislyy.

the cake was "okayy la... "

we had fun. din't we?

thanks azmi- dgnkan aku hbskan my food. HAHA.

thank you soo much to tieya, eman, wani , qilah & azmi for the wonderful dayy.

to tieya, i hope you did enjoy ur birthday with us.

thanks for the treat also.

it's been a long time tani inda go out together,

and we did it, ON YOUR BIRTHDAY.

* feel bad as zirah & amal can't make it that day , but as promised we will find a day for us, okayy?

things didn't last just like that.

azmi invited us to his bbq - a birthday party celebration for " c popeye " * mi, luruska? haha.

we sang. we eat. we sang. we eat. huhu.

i was KUSUT brabis that night, but still, having them around me makes me feel secure

and yea, i'm enjoying my night.

went home a bit late.

thanks repenk & amen for the ride, keke.

i've been craving for mummy azmi's chicken wings since last week,

and.. HAHA puas hatiku dpt mkn that night.

so that was it.

so just before i went to bed,

i texted fenndi to say goodnight & telling him how kusut i am.

i bet i texted him at the wrong timing since his friends were at his house.

so yea..

but he did texted me back asking me if i wanna share my kusutness with him,

tapi kan.. by that time, aku tidur sudah. * my bad.

anyway, thanks darling for the concern.

thank you so much for trying to be there when i was in kusut brabis.

i know things seems to change in many ways.

i'm hoping that everything gonna be back to normal, even if its just in my dream.

* nah over cia.

but really, things get messy here and there.

everything seems to be more harder than i thought.

everything seems to go away, far, far away from me.

and i'm afraid of losing every pieces of it.

* i'm sorry for being so emotional.

inda plang brapa usulnya.

but seriously, im having a hard time for the past few weeks.

just before, during & after the "rekrut" time.

so lastly,

HAPPY ADVANCE, BELATED BIRTHDAY TO :

OUR BEST BUDDY, KUDIN - 1st of March.

MY FOREVER FRIEND , NURUL FATHIEYAH - 2nd of March .

MY COUSIN, ABANG ALIN - 3rd of March.

may this year bring all the happiness to you all & goodluck in everything.

loving you all so muchh.