upset much.

where are you?

hurting much.

i passed through your status on FB.
i wish i can say, "you're my baby". i wish.
cause i do love you.
i wanted to say. i wish i can. but i can't.
and why is that?
i love you this much that i can't afford letting myself ruining your night.
i hope you are doing fine.
i know, you are.


if i smile, it would be a fake one.
this is unbearable for real.

please take me away. please.

unbearable feeling.

please talk to me. i'm sorry.

wishing for you.

i wish for nothing but you.
every single moment i'm afraid of losing you.

we were just finish talking through the phone,
and all of sudden i cried.
i'm worry if it happens to be the last call from me.
please god, don't let it happen.

please god, let everything back to the normal.
please.
you know better how much i love him and how much i need him.
*in tears.

bah enough said.
by, if you are reading this, i just want you to know, i really love you.
and i really need you in my life.

sorry guys, i should have been blogging something happy bah. p antah. i just feel like writing it down here. and i feel much better.

much love, leanna.

baby, i wish you know.

no title. HAHA.

this is so hard for me to decide and it is hard for me to accept.
i'm not going to see each them again everyday like it use to be.
i hope i can go through all this and please god, let this little girl be more stronger than she used to be.
i really hope this gonna be the the right decision for me.
new chapter of life, new beginning, new environment. what else? just everything.
* eh eh salah. not everything eh. babylove inda baru ehh. bestfriends & closefriends inda ehh. they will always be in my heart. no one else gonna replace each of them. hehe. ;)
wish me luck guys. *and please do visit me, chehh..
to my bestriends, zaidah, amal & zirah, my babylove, and those my closefriends , friends, (you guys know who you are) who were trying their best just to cheer me up, thank you so much. i appreciate it. love you all. ;)
apakan ne by~ haha sad usulnya. nadala, i just waana say thanks pada kamu-kamu bahh. hehe.
bah bah thats all.
goodnight people.

falling apart

tears keep on rolling down my cheek.
thanks to my bestfriend, Deekay Amal , Khairun & mybabylove for being with me when i was really in need.
thank you so much. i love you guys. really.
bah bah enough. HAHA.
goodnight people.