45 HOURS WITHOUT YOU.

thanks to you for being there for me when i was in need.
i didn't really sleep last night.
i have been thinking about all this shits that had happen to me for the past few days.
i really need to focus since the exam is VERY SOON and very important thing is gonna happen SOON, but then how can i, when all this things are on my mind?

where are you? answer me.

a mixed feeling.

30 HOURS WITHOUT YOU - IMYMUCH.

i'm depressed!

i wonder if you miss me like i do.
i am missing you.

not even a word from you.

i'm desperate for your voice. =( IMY.

quiz on facebook.

what they say about me?

You love your friends the most in the world and can do anything for the friendship. You are a true friend with a good heart. You love being with your friends, traveling and partying around.

What Does Your Birthday Means To You :

You're Flexible
Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.

You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.

Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.

Your gemstone: Emerald

Your flower: Lily of the Valley

Your colors: Yellow, red, and green


What Word Best Describe You :

Friendly
You are an upbeat and easy going person. You always have a smile on your face and make friends easily. People love your glowing personality! You are a happy person that gets along with almost everyone.

What Is Your Unknown Talent :

Photographer
You have a good eye for design and for photography too, mostly outdoor.

Are You In Love :

All You Can Think Of Is Him, Hes Been On Your Mind For Some Time Now, && You Know Hes Differnt From The Rest & You'l DO ANything To Get With Him Or Keep What You Have Between You Forever.

Are You Ready To Be In A Relationship :

You are definitely ready to be in a committed relationship! You understand the importance of honesty & trust. You crave the companionship and attention, & you love to give it in return. You may feel lonely, but you're not desperate. Someone's definitely on your radar and you're ready to give them your all. Congrats!

updates.

updates for what had happened for the past few days.

Saturday : 11th April.

wake up a bit early than usual, did some laundry & did the invitation card.
went gadong at around 1230pm, just to do some printing since my printer got problem.
received a call from fenndi while doing the printing and he made me stay.

he came around 245pm, * darl, batah ku nunggu tu. huhu, then off to qlap - lunch.
we talked, we ate, we talked we ate. huhu.
just afta that, i decided to watch movie - jgn tegur at Mall Cineplex.
we were stuck cari parking, round2 kan kami balik2, p inda jua ada.
poor him, HAHA. habis $2 nya. HAHA.
i wonder if there is a solution for this kind of problem.
we pay, but we ended up with no parking at all. cana kan tuuuuu.......

thank godness ada parking somewhere near to WECAN RESTAURANT,
mun inda.. sia-siapun liat movie. HAHA.
the movie had started by the time we came, but okayy la sikit jua ganyaaaa.
he loves the movie i bet, p for me, sadang scary nya but i did enjoy it tho.

after that, went cheezbox - dinner.
tapikan.. HAHA. just afta my food ready dah, i had to go. - my bad, sorry darling.
and so i left him all alone. sorrrrrryyyyyyyyy.
thanks darl for the wonderful day, i had fun.

went home straight away - shower & rest.
then went to my late grandma's house at around 1130pm - sleep over.
slept at around 3am.
rest rest rest.
what a wonderful Saturday Night.

thank you so much baby.

Sunday : 12th April.

wake up at around 8am then watch Confession of Shopaholic.
take a bath, getting ready for lunch.
mom called - asking me if i can help my cousin with her project on Global Warming.
called ct. she invited me to come over her place - do the project && hanging out.
i took about more than 4 hours just to finish the project - STRESSSS ku. huhu.
the good thing is i learned more about Global Warming & Australia - the Case Study for her project. - should i say HER project or MY project? HAHA.
ct, i bet you can answer it correctly, kan? HAHA.

around 8pm, went to gadong - did the printing with ct.
we were rushing - need to go to the clinic just after that.
we ran just to make sure the clinic will still be open by the time we come.
HAHA. naleh saja lari2, nada jua buka clinic.
lunglung, u should have been telling us about that! HAHA.

then went Cheezbox, dinnner ' craving for the tuna mayo - tahap dewa HAHA.
went home at around 10pm. i had fun, enjoyed my dinner with ct.
thanks darl for the t-shirt, i'm loving you. hehe.
time for bed. zZzZzZ.

Monday : 13th April.

received a morning wake up call from ct. hehe.
she picked me up at around 10am - went straight to Clinic.
then we had our breakfast.
off to Vincci Kiulap.
then went home at around 12.15pm.

qilah texted me asking if i wanna go watch movie with her.
i really wanna go, but then aku inda piit.
i'm sorry qil, but i promise you next time.

100 days - al-fatihah.

with love and hugs,
leanna HS.

hanging?

it's been a year plus, but still its hanging.
if you ask me, " is this what you want? " surely i say NO.
things never been hanging like this for a very long time,
i repeat " A VERY LONG TIME." * mcm dalam debate saja. HAHA.
what should i do? please tell me.
make a move or WHAT??????